Wednesday, 31 March 2010
今天~是老娘我十五岁的生日……
老实说
其实生日而已，没什么大不了，只不过是大了一岁，老了一岁
不过咧
我的朋友哦
超好的
居然还记得我的生日
有感动到^^
除了我爸妈，今天第一个和我说生日快乐的是Leofric……
谢噢
有高兴到
一来学校就有人向我说生日快乐了
难得难得
呵呵
也收到了一份小礼物~
是林小姐送的
超感动
只是没表露出来而已……
不过真的很谢谢你
^^
今天虽说是个特别的日子
不过咧
午餐的菜式蛮普通一下的
鸡汤+寿面+水煮蛋
不过我超高兴
难得我妈煮我爱的东西
嘻嘻
况且我对饮食这方面要求不高
只要好吃就行了
可惜咧
今晚有补习
所以没时间出去吃好的
今晚咧
打算吃蛋糕够了
呵呵
今年的生日蛋糕=草莓冰淇淋蛋糕
（照片慢些些才放上来^^）
听说
佩晶的妹妹~秀晶在考试中超强的
所以说
我今天的头一个愿望是……
打败她的平均！！
呵呵
也许我会努力点儿
不过咧
何怡萍+努力=合不来
所以咧
嘻嘻
虽然是生日
不过功课仍然还是一堆山……
还得赶
Labels: My Secret Life
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14:59
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
本来今天应该是高高兴兴的，毕竟明天就是我的生日了咧……
但是
搞不好
真的是上天为了要折磨我，而派了几位同学来欺负我……
我不是万能的，也不是冷漠无情的；我也会生气，也会难过的……
但不知道为什么
他们就爱欺负我
而且已经不是第一次了……
我是不是不够果断，所以常被人占便宜？
我是不是不够狠，所以被欺负？
一句话
就由上天来为我作证吧
我是说真的
欺负我的，把我当顺风车的，
我不会
再让你们欺负我
对我来说重要的
可
对你们来说
原来是那么地渺小
甚至
不需要摆在心里头
我受够了
也许
这只是小事一桩
但是
这
关乎着我对我自己的看法
我要有我自己的自尊
我不想再做被人牵着鼻子做人的娃娃
我要有
我自己
我不会再让人欺负我了
我也不会心软而放过你们的
因为你们
从没想过我的感受
我知道
也许过了不久
我也许会原谅你们
因为那是我的本性
我不是那种能把怨恨看得很重的人
不过我想尝试
我要
我应有的尊严
Labels: My Secret Life
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16:55
Sunday, 28 March 2010
现时天空一片晴朗，而我，却找不到那丝温暖、那丝我该感觉到的温暖……
现在回想过去，那时候，我还是个手不释卷、傻傻的黄毛丫头，不管在何时何刻，只要有书在手，心情自然的就会好很多，但是……
那丝曾存在我心里头的光芒……
已经消失了
现在试着拿起一本好书，我不再是先听听我的直觉，让它来为我抉择……
而是
它的价格……
我发现，不管它的价钱如何……
我老早已没了那种我以生俱来的特征……
我已经
没那么爱书了
再想想，这个月来，我连一本书都没读……
若是以往
我可以在一星期内读完好几本书……
可现在
我完全失败了……
我已经变了
在短短的一个月内，我可以从一个书呆子，变成一个电视迷、电脑痴……
若是以前
只要有新书上架，我一定会老早就发现的，
但现在
我可以说是个书籍白痴
我认真想过了，我要变回那时的我，变回那个爱书的丫头……
老实说
电视和电脑的魅力也只不过如此……
我又何必牵挂着呢？
因为书籍，
才是我的命根子
〉〈
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13:53
Thursday, 25 March 2010
^^
BM ~ 80
BI ~ 94
BC ~ 76 [high enough for me =)]
MT ~ 100
SC ~ 95
SEJ ~ 95
GEO ~ 92
KHB ~ 95
PSK ~ 82 (1st time this low..)
PJK ~ 99 (o.Oactually is teacher give me more 1.5m.. will minus it in pra2)
PSV ~ 89
PM ~ 94 (okay)
In conclusion >>
Average : 90.92
Position in class : 1
Comment >>
Marks drop a lot compare to the last exam. I guess I'll have to work harder ~~Labels: My Secret Life
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16:18
Sunday, 21 March 2010
告诉你哟——
我今天干了一件很荒唐的事~~连我都要佩服佩服自己^^
老实说，今天是第一次（好像是第一次……别扫我的兴），我从早上八点看电视看到下午五点~~不停地在那边看戏……
呵呵
强咧？
连folio都可以没做——
（人家真的忘了啦……）
结果现在才开始赶T.T
后来咧
因为偷懒
所以才打一丁点
就跑到这儿来了
呼……
还好功课老早做完了~~
要不然
我就死无全尸了咧
算起来，我现在还有地理、历史以及生活技能的folio还没做……
应该还好吧？
对吗？
再来咧……
因为我表哥在SPM考10A
所以我姨丈请我们去吃晚饭……
呵呵
难得有可以大吃一顿
（不过我想应该又增一公斤了吧？）
所以
不瞒你说……
我
真的会死了……
现在已经是七点了
而我的folio则——
还没做……
再想一想——
也许没做完不是我的致命伤
而真正的杀人凶手是——
无法相信……
明天的华文分数
还有道德
以及公民教育
Oh my God ~
我死定了
Labels: My Secret Life
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19:06
Friday, 19 March 2010
Glad because it's now holiday? Nope. Since I've got tons of homework but havent bothered to finish them yet ~ Haiz ..
This few days (from Monday ~ Thursday) I went to school for kelas tambahan [paid rm15 for it]. It was not worthwhile at all... But I guess it was still okay .. help to prevent my brain from rusting + food ..But that still doesn't mean it's not boring ..
Erm .. just before I forgot .. Happy Birthday to Faye(18/3), Jackson(19/3) and Ivon(20/3) ^^ Three consecutive birthdays in a row ~~
To tell you the truth .. I have wasted my holiday on television, Internet and daydreaming(muahaha). As for my homework, well .. they're not done yet .............
I'm pathetic right? I still have my KHB nota(1 more page to go), SC notes(still left chapter 4.2), KHB folio, SEJ folio, GEO folio and last but not least English workbook .....
A lot right? Yeah, I know. But I couldn't bring myself to do it. Perhaps it's because I'm too lazy .. or weak-minded. Either way, it still doesn't explain why I've got the heart to spend my time by watching tv everyday. Must be genetic ..
Labels: My Secret Life
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11:31
Friday, 12 March 2010
I can't believe it has only been ONE week since Pra 1 !! Seriously, time definitely is slow.. And with all the test paper, I think I have had a nerve wrecking week ~ Haiz ....
To tell you the truth, my results didn't live up to my expectations. I mean, how can I anyway? Come to think of it, I haven't really studied as hard as I should .. I only started studying the day before exams start .. terrible right? I didn't realised I could be this lazy .. Well maybe I did (okay, I knew that a looooooong time ago) but that's not the point ..
I am terrible .. 100% lazy ..
Anyway .. move on .. my test results (for the time being) ~
BM ~ 80 (T.T only just touched the A rope ..)
BI ~ 94 (T.T lost 2 marks to Andy .. cry ..)
BC ~ ?? (haven't got back yet .. but definitely not a pretty number)
SC ~ 95 (decrease slightly)
MT ~ 100
SEJ ~ 95 (finally ~)
GEO ~ 92 (can cry already .. I actually got the easy ones wrong ..)
KHB ~ 95 (muahaha .. I finally beat welson in this subject)
PS ~ 89 (==)
PSK ~ ??
PM ~ ??
PJK ~ ??
Overall, it is not what I wanted to achieve ..
At least, there's still next time ~~
I will definitely work harder by that time..
I hope you all will too. Good luck then ^^
Labels: My Secret Life
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20:06
Saturday, 6 March 2010
Finally ~ after 1 very tough week, Pra1 is finally finished!!!!! Muahaha ~
Oh ya, before I forget, Happy Birthday to Nicolas (although is yesterday) ~
Pra1 is kind of hard ~ especially science, khb, bc & bm (for me, this 4 is the hardest). Haiz. My mum even scolded me for studying at the last minute XD I also know I am getting worse and worse so I'm planning to start studying after the exams (still have pjk, seni, sivik & moral). 1 hour per day. If I am hardworking enough, then maybe more. But considering its me, impossible I'm that hardworking. 1 hour is already my extent ~~
Our math teacher is like a rocket ~~ She already finished marking our math paper and posted our math marks on facebook (rocket ~). At first I got 99 but after teacher recheck I got 100 =) A lot of people add 1 mark also but also got a few minus marks. I don't know is which question (havent seen the test paper yet) but I am very nervous for the other exam results.
There are lots of pro people in my class. So now I'm very nervous.......
Yesterday, right after we passed up our art paper, something happened ( I don't feel like talking about it ~~) that made us go home late. I feel sorry for the teacher. She shouldn't have to go through all of that ..
Anyway, here's to the end of Pra1 : Cheers!!
Labels: My Secret Life
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07:40
